This morning, Prof. Chiang blamed me for the lost of UAS-TC. That really enraged me. As usual, I expressed my anger inadvertently. As usual again, Chiang found that, so he modified his rhetoric, but still to claim his opinion soundly.
I am NOT happy, even unhappy. I have been unhappy many times recently, for the Daniel (both Lin and Fu) and for the princess Booking. There is so much unsatisfactory stuff fulfilled the lab.
Today, I suddently realize that it all caused by myself, I deserve it! Since my negative sentiment rising, it brought more unsatisfactoriness to myself, again and again, like a non-stopped negative feedback loop. Why not just tolerate things violating me and let them go? Just forgive everyone, and then forgive myself. I think I grew up that moment, to pass the rebellious period of my adolescence.
~~~~~ When the river rises, the boat goes up. ~~~~~
I am NOT happy, even unhappy. I have been unhappy many times recently, for the Daniel (both Lin and Fu) and for the princess Booking. There is so much unsatisfactory stuff fulfilled the lab.
Today, I suddently realize that it all caused by myself, I deserve it! Since my negative sentiment rising, it brought more unsatisfactoriness to myself, again and again, like a non-stopped negative feedback loop. Why not just tolerate things violating me and let them go? Just forgive everyone, and then forgive myself. I think I grew up that moment, to pass the rebellious period of my adolescence.
~~~~~ When the river rises, the boat goes up. ~~~~~
The boat never hits the river water back, but tolerates its surrounding.
PS: After I grew up, I got a wonderful LRN score I desired for a long time.
PS: After I grew up, I got a wonderful LRN score I desired for a long time.
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