Thanks & Giving

Suddenly, I found people around my life are not so smart as before. Am I smarter than them? Or did I become smarter after that accident? Not really! I AM smart, but I won't be so smart for every thing forever. No matter how smart I think I am, there is always someone out there that is smarter. DO NOT put any harsh attitude even criticism on people making an exhibition of themselves. Always be humble.

I woke up, or was shocked to wake up, at 10 o'clock this morning, surrounding by a terrible perturbation, which should be fantastic and pleasing music originally. The most vomitting thing is that it's Dad's masterpiece, God Damn it!!! Have I suffered this because of the battle between Brother's night owl behavior and Dad's morning call. I really shorld leave the headphone at home since Dad really needs it. At 11 o'clock, I went to the Hwuangs' house to have a delicious meal prepared by Mrs. Hwuang, the mother of popopo. That's our promise to have a bountiful feast at the Hwuangs' home every Lunar New Year's Day. Obviously Mrs. Hwuang and my grandmother have common feature --- like people, or populous atmosphere, but the former is much more liberal. Anyway, today's most valuable and useful lesson --- to build up my own interpersonal relationship friendly, generously, loyally, and helpfully. I have not done this well so far. After my co...

This morning, Prof. Chiang blamed me for the lost of UAS-TC. That really enraged me. As usual, I expressed my anger inadvertently. As usual again, Chiang found that, so he modified his rhetoric, but still to claim his opinion soundly. I am NOT happy, even unhappy. I have been unhappy many times recently, for the Daniel (both Lin and Fu) and for the princess Booking. There is so much unsatisfactory stuff fulfilled the lab. Today, I suddently realize that it all caused by myself, I deserve it! Since my negative sentiment rising, it brought more unsatisfactoriness to myself, again and again, like a non-stopped negative feedback loop. Why not just tolerate things violating me and let them go? Just forgive everyone, and then forgive myself. I think I grew up that moment, to pass the rebellious period of my adolescence. ~~~~~ When the river rises, the boat goes up. ~~~~~ The boat never hits the river water bac...

It was May 20th, 2008, the day before I crash my head in a basketball game. Thanks God, this is not my last photo in my whole life.

Thanks for Chi-Wen, for letting me know who is the boss. He is indeed so mean, but, afterall, we do research based on his money. Don't disobey his will and expectancy hanged on me. Do what I want after meeting his request.

In 10 hours, I will go to present "how food affects mood" in English in my English class. Hope we have a well done. Today, I heard Julian say the nauseated photo in 介凱's cell phone. Finally, I saw that photo by myself, but.... it is so familiar, like.... I had done that before on myself. XD (attached my "familiar photo") Maybe 介凱 and I are the same kind of people. Maybe we both have some degree of narcissism. (Shaking hand) 寄件者 Me The manuscript still waits for me now. The negative control data is still under a difficult delivery. I have to participate Hui-Ming's wedding banquet on 31st, December. I have a date with Stephanie on 1st, Jan. Oh. What a hectic life I have.

I hope I can do that, like an American, and therefore could be read my mind by that hero (I really forget that person's name, who is a cop with special ability to read people's thought). Just kidding~~XD I only want to improve my English language. God damn it!! How could I read papers so slow, write papers so slow, be like a mute during discussion?